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Sometimes I wonder , what is my goal in life ?

What do I really want ?

Would I be able to say ,

"I want to live for God"

Without being influenced by the religious demands ?

I don't know .

Do I want to love , knowing I will still be disappointed?

Should I be the one to blame for my own mistakes ?

Am I talking gibberish , and being used by the devil in my weaknesses ?

When do all these emotions start to cloud my decisions ?

What should I be hoping for ?

I don't know.

I feel vexed , at the corner of my stability ,

between the world and righteousness .

Where am I?

What am I ?

Who am I ?

Why am I ?

How am I ?

I don't know .

Maybe , I don't want to know.

Vincent.

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( I've never seen jusco so quite before )

I fear I've lost the patience in waiting for blogger's system to go in parallel with my thoughts , and solve the "photo uploading problem " . It really is sucky , becuase I do believe in " A picture paints a thousand words " , because it does . That is why most art work cost more than books . =] However I've finally realised that the problem lies with agreeing with the new "terms and agreement" box that I have to tick , of which nobody reads anyway .

Anyway , the week has been quite a bash , played games till late night , watch 4 movies in a row , go out for church , had a good jam out with xi zhe on cool jazz , watched G-force , and felloshiped with Joseph and Terence .

Sunday :I didn't really planned to watch the show actually . Didn't have the desire and the expectancy and the feeling of looking forward to it , when I wanted to watch the show . But it turned out pretty good I must say . The graphics were passable , the story line was fine , the action was good , and the Gadgets were AWESOME . I liked their bikes , which actually is a spherical-running-bike . I couldn't find the photos though , so . . . you have to watch the show for yourself . hahaha . . .highly reconmendable .Two thumbs up .

Saturday : It was pretty much casual , the usuals . Had a good time rocking out during the TEENz P&W . But it was pretty dragged out and tiring towards the end , which resulted to my lack of attention on stage ( I fell asleep Larh... ) . But it was good , got a good chance to worship God .

Jammed out with xi zhe with cool jazz . It was nice to use purely augmented chords . And i have to say , xi zhe is continuously improving .

Firday : Had a gathering with my old classmates .

Yee ling : someone that can " SUAN " you on whatever you said .

Seriously , i was totally shamed by her throughout

the whole gathering everytime I opened my mouth . But she's sweet . ( uhhm . i know what you're thinking... no... )

Mui Poh with her gleeful smile . I have to admit ,

I believe she does have the best smile I can

remember during my life in tebrau .

Yuan Yan , Joshua Gan , and Ho Theng Wei ( Adrain )

Three of my best buddies , One that keep me cool , the other that keeps me laughing ,

and one that reminds me I'm a hippo . But , yeah ... they're great ppl . Love them =] .

It was overall a great pleasure to meet them again . Brings back the memories i had with evryone of them , people tht i quarell with , people that shared Heart-talks with , people that went through the rebellion against HABABI with me . It was a bunch of classmates I really do feel home with . People that I do not feel uncomfortable with , people I can try out my lame jokes , and ppl that would encourage me , and kick hard back in line when I go astray . Some of them ask me if I regreted my choice of leaving tebrau ? .....Everyday boy . . . everyday .

But god always have a plan for us . And I know , I know it is the very best . Therefore I should forget what is behind and strive towards the goal : Heavenward.

Vincent .

If only life could be clearer .

If life could be clearer ,

Mirrors would stand out bright ,

Life could be a stunning flight ,

And this could have been a peaceful night .

If only life could be clearer ,

Misplaced understatements could be feared ,

Unknown difficulties could be perservered ,

And many , many , more could be found deared .

But if life Was clearer ,

What would I find ,

Under that beautiful coloured blind ,

Would I still wish I could ...

Find you in a world where life is clearer .

I am willing .

Valinte Vinceo

PiCs

Vincent tan updatte

Life on earth has been unexpectedly depressing , tiring , and undoubtedly stressful . Argh out with crap .

My English is getting pretty bad. As you can see , my grammar isn't very well either . However , my Chinese on the other hand is getting better. Maybe its just due to the fact that I am mixing with more Chinese educated ppl than Bananas.

The week has been awesome . Despite literally burying myself in stacks of useless over elaborated books , I had a chance to study with my classmates. During the breaks I made some of my lil snacks for them . Like pancake and egg+cheese+chicken floss ( caleb if you are reading this , really sorry man , I doubt you can get chicken floss in aussie ) . The egg was deliciousssss. Using the egg as the base texture , the cheese makes creamy salivating sause perfected with chicken floss.... Ooo it tastes heavenly .

Nothing much to say ....

actually , i'm runnig out of things to say . So you know who you are , just be patient with me . I'm really cracking my brains to think . zzz

Valiante

ARTWORK

Wanted to use this for cellgroup header.

haha ... SingaLINES airPORE

It writes "sue ann" . Wanted to give her as a present but didn't get to .

Fish in the water ... look for the fish . =]

I like BUNKFACE .

I like this band .... Because their guitarist uses the same guitar as i do .... =]

SEE!!! ...

Argh~ i look lethargic .

haha ... but of course other than that ... they are just nice ... not too much not too lil . Like it ... lots of quality .

Anyway ...they are a malaysian band . Really nice . watch it .