To my dearest heavenly father,
I wonder if there are better words than "thank you" to clarify what my heart wants to say to you, but you would already know, wouldn't you ? I thank you God for placing different people in my life, as they toughen me up to brace the waves ahead. Though to me , they are like masked thieves that I do not blame , and though they are but still an edging sword piercing through my heart, though they disheartened me and bring me down to the very dust of the earth , I will and again I will say, I'll will praise you in this storm.
Though sometimes I do not see your hand in front of my guiding path, I will still in faith believe that you are my strength behind my back that pushed me on to this very day. Though God sometimes I really do not see the reasons of these fiery paths lighted in flames , but I will walk through this fire , if you want me to. For I know you have plans for me , plans to prosper me , to give me a hope and a future, where Goodness and mercy shall follow me , everywhere that I go.
God I want to believe. Though you say faith of a mustard seed is enough , but God you never clarified the measure of faith to the size of physical matter. How then Lord almighty do I know If Abraham the father of faith only have faith the size of a speck dust not even worth in your eyes to lay upon?Tell me oh god in my dreams if my faith worth thee a thought?
God please , keep my strong , show me your ways , as I face this sinful generation, where even those called your children bask in glory under the enemies' shadow of sin. Help me Lord stand firm in your ways , your righteousness , and of your great humility , against the ebb and flow of the world.
Help me lord , walk in your foot steps , not my friends , not my elders , not my enemies. But to walk as you did , like how you paced over the earth , in sandals I'm in no way fit to carry. I am indeed unworthy , yet I am still in your eyes , a Son.
I look forward to the day you call me into your arms. The warmth embrace when you would say , " Come here and find rest in me , you did wonderful... wonderful indeed ... and I am proud of you... "
" No none Go with me , Still I will follow... "
" I wanna be like a child lord, calling you daddy , daddy.... For I am yours... "
Vincent tan,
A Conqueror,
as you have could me to be.
