People who know me, knows that when I say " here's the thing" it really means the conclusion, or the summary, or the most important thing is going to be said.
After 6 years I've realized a cycle.
1. Guy likes girl.
2. Girl is closed up, builds a forté around her and anything personal.
3. Guy backs off.
4. Girl feels comfortable, opens up a little.
5. Guy takes the chances.
6. Girl plays along for awhile, still thinking the guy has lost feelings for her. Having a good time of friendship.
7. Guy pops the question, girl gets real shock. Backs a thousand miles away. Builds up the forté again.
8. Guy feels horrible, thinks he's horribly sorry. Misses all the good laughs with her.
9. Guy still likes girl, but understands enough to know to back off.
10. After a few months, maybe half a year, girl thinks guy has lost his feelings for her already.
11. Girl opens up again.
Cycle goes on.
Here's the thing.
Now why? Why is the girl still opening herself to him, waving to him from afar saying hi, allows the guy to send her home ,shares to him her family stories.
Its currently at step 6.
It will NOT come to step 7.
But how long , dear God before this cycle ends.
" I'll be waiting for you, in the future." Chiaki - from the movie - The girl Who Leapt Through Time.
Lets see how long I can last in step 6.
Valiante Vinceo.
