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Update: I Understood.

In the past two weeks , I have been given the privilege to work under the "TEENz Leaders Internship Program ".

Remembering just a month ago , I was praying hard whether I should take part in this program, where the alternative was to work in some restaurant as a underpaid waiter. Finally I've decided upon the fact that God offered me this program , must well do it , knowing God wants me to learn something important here.

After two weeks of working here , I understood what God wanted me to learn,or maybe just part of what God wants me to learn.

She joined the program also.

Things happened , for good.

Trying to learn , getting better each day . God's grace is enough for me.

now I understood.

"God I wanna place my focus on you , but will you take care of everything else ? please."

Vincent

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

While i'm still having the birthday rave , i'm gonna shout it out , "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!"

Ohkay , goodnight world .

I wish that I can get a present from GOD . My wish is that i may be wise, like Solomon . ( BIG GRIN )

I wonder if she will wish me.... arh never mind .

Vincent tan,

Birthday Boy for the next 24 hours .

Fear of the unknown.

Ever felt when there is something amiss,

You know that there is something wrong,

You could feel it deep inside , someone was hiding something.

And you couldn't point it out, slowly you become afraid.

The fear of the unknown.

You mind goes into an unending logical spin,

getting more complex at every turn ,

you loose control of your emotions ,

you loose control of your rationality ,

things get weirder as your try to link up the dots .

You can't sleep , and you become a bomb ready to explode .

the fear of the unknown.

You are afraid that what you're thinking is fairly right,

yet you are afraid of the consequences when it is wrong.

The fear of the unknown.

Ps.Mark use to regard the fear of the unknown as one of the greatest fear.

Now I know.

there's so many questions in my head , if only the person with the answers would stop hiding the answers from me.

My heart is restless Lord , give me your peace.

Vincent.