My girlfriend and I .

No. I do not have a girlfriend yet . Its a title of a Korean movie . It was sad .

. . .

In the last parts of the story , the girl died of leukemia . The guy watches her die slowly .

. . .

The girls last wish is to visit an island . A typhoon happened . The guy couldn't bring her there . She had her last thoughts . Thinking " I'm sorry I loved you , I'm sorry I made you loved me too ."  And she let out her last breath . 

She died .

I thought . . .

If L33 would die first , would I cry like that guy did ?Or should the question be ...

" Would I be sad at all . . . "

   Do I still love her ?

Questions . . . my best enemy . . . however much I hate you , I still need you to go on .

I don't know . 

If you were to die first , would I survive ?

I don't know .

If you were to die , would i still be happy ?

I don't know .

Will I keep myself solitary , alone ?

I don't know .

Valiante Vinceo