Ventolin inhaler .

I doubt i can take another breathe comfortably without the VENTOLIN INHALER ...

It really sucks living with asthma . Mine's not fatal yet , I'll tell you at my funerel when it is .

Anyway , live's been great . Or so far ..... great . I've been undoubtfully slacking , eventhough I've just gone through my term exams ... of which only 1 day have I attended due to the quarantined I've been given . MUAHAHAHAHA~~~~

I've decided to let this blog be as it is . I've tried to delete the sensitive posts ... Hope that anyone who visits this blog don't dig into my archieves , Eventhough I seriously believe that you are thinking about it this very moment . =]

School's been entirely in a slacking phase . I've never felt like this before going to school. Basically I've only brought my water bottle , pencil box and a scrap book to school today. But oh well, it wasn't all that bad today . My bio teacher thought us about Biology chapter 4 . We were all soooooo excited about it . But also , we loathe every bit of memory work on the female reproductive organs and its processes . Seriously , we " man " are just sooo simple .

Thats about it for today's updates and so called juicy news . God Bless you all . and take care.

With greatest regards .

Vincent

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You are the tickling feeling at the back of my head , at the bottom my heart .

But i'm not .

Thank you ,Titus for " Fix My Eyes " .

updatte

As like many other Saturdays , i attended TEENz . Listened to the very amusing message today - Hell's Bell . Fell asleep despite the topic was music. I love music .

Today I played two sessions . Enjoyed non . I couldn't feel God , I couldn't worship . However , unlike many other problems , I knew the reason to this one . I was paying more attention in getting the raw bassist in beat than focusing on God . During the second session , I had really dry hands , the strings were rough , the drummer was inexperienced . All but a great dismay , wasted my time . My questions is , did anyone benefit from my meaningless sacrifice ?

I hope so .

In the past few days , God has shown me more things in life , in growth and in the path to greater maturity . I've learnt from my many disputes with my mom , that every women is a package deal , or maybe I should rephrase that as , every person is a package deal . You have the pros , you have the cons .

It is then , I saw Ms. J's cons . I shall not go into detail about her imperfections as it would be considered a terrible act . So back to the point . . . I've always thought I've seen the worst of her , and I could accept all that . And it was so i thought she was perfect for me . But it was then at my point of delight , God reminded me of this weakness . It stunned me , gave me a hard smack on my cheeks . and made me think again . Is she the one , are you sure ?

Second thoughts are always great , as it equates balance and self acknowledgement .

On second thought , why am I even thinking about any of these .

What's mine will be mine eventually ; what's not , will never be .

Besides , so what if God tells me its her , am I ready to marry ?

However the human nature is Idiotic when it comes down to love .

I hate it when it comes to that .

Ah . . . so many challenges I've learnt . . . and all the credit belings to Ms.J . She's such an interesting . . uhm . . . . . Friend .

Thinking back the days , where I would joke about her large exposed forehead , her unique laughs that I've never heard elsewhere , her inability to pronounce certain English words , her chubby little face . It has been a long memorable 4 years . The happiness , the pain , the excitement , the disappointments . . . its all but a memory now .

I wonder if that friendship still holds its stand ?

valiante vinceo .

PS: If you are reading this , please dun speculate about this blog . I want to keep it as private as possible . However , I'm lazy to make it private and invite all the people . So please coorperate.