Vincent tan updatte

Life on earth has been unexpectedly depressing , tiring , and undoubtedly stressful . Argh out with crap .

My English is getting pretty bad. As you can see , my grammar isn't very well either . However , my Chinese on the other hand is getting better. Maybe its just due to the fact that I am mixing with more Chinese educated ppl than Bananas.

The week has been awesome . Despite literally burying myself in stacks of useless over elaborated books , I had a chance to study with my classmates. During the breaks I made some of my lil snacks for them . Like pancake and egg+cheese+chicken floss ( caleb if you are reading this , really sorry man , I doubt you can get chicken floss in aussie ) . The egg was deliciousssss. Using the egg as the base texture , the cheese makes creamy salivating sause perfected with chicken floss.... Ooo it tastes heavenly .

Nothing much to say ....

actually , i'm runnig out of things to say . So you know who you are , just be patient with me . I'm really cracking my brains to think . zzz

Valiante

ARTWORK

Wanted to use this for cellgroup header.

haha ... SingaLINES airPORE

It writes "sue ann" . Wanted to give her as a present but didn't get to .

Fish in the water ... look for the fish . =]

I like BUNKFACE .

I like this band .... Because their guitarist uses the same guitar as i do .... =]

SEE!!! ...

Argh~ i look lethargic .

haha ... but of course other than that ... they are just nice ... not too much not too lil . Like it ... lots of quality .

Anyway ...they are a malaysian band . Really nice . watch it .

Ventolin inhaler .

I doubt i can take another breathe comfortably without the VENTOLIN INHALER ...

It really sucks living with asthma . Mine's not fatal yet , I'll tell you at my funerel when it is .

Anyway , live's been great . Or so far ..... great . I've been undoubtfully slacking , eventhough I've just gone through my term exams ... of which only 1 day have I attended due to the quarantined I've been given . MUAHAHAHAHA~~~~

I've decided to let this blog be as it is . I've tried to delete the sensitive posts ... Hope that anyone who visits this blog don't dig into my archieves , Eventhough I seriously believe that you are thinking about it this very moment . =]

School's been entirely in a slacking phase . I've never felt like this before going to school. Basically I've only brought my water bottle , pencil box and a scrap book to school today. But oh well, it wasn't all that bad today . My bio teacher thought us about Biology chapter 4 . We were all soooooo excited about it . But also , we loathe every bit of memory work on the female reproductive organs and its processes . Seriously , we " man " are just sooo simple .

Thats about it for today's updates and so called juicy news . God Bless you all . and take care.

With greatest regards .

Vincent

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You are the tickling feeling at the back of my head , at the bottom my heart .

But i'm not .

Thank you ,Titus for " Fix My Eyes " .

updatte

As like many other Saturdays , i attended TEENz . Listened to the very amusing message today - Hell's Bell . Fell asleep despite the topic was music. I love music .

Today I played two sessions . Enjoyed non . I couldn't feel God , I couldn't worship . However , unlike many other problems , I knew the reason to this one . I was paying more attention in getting the raw bassist in beat than focusing on God . During the second session , I had really dry hands , the strings were rough , the drummer was inexperienced . All but a great dismay , wasted my time . My questions is , did anyone benefit from my meaningless sacrifice ?

I hope so .

In the past few days , God has shown me more things in life , in growth and in the path to greater maturity . I've learnt from my many disputes with my mom , that every women is a package deal , or maybe I should rephrase that as , every person is a package deal . You have the pros , you have the cons .

It is then , I saw Ms. J's cons . I shall not go into detail about her imperfections as it would be considered a terrible act . So back to the point . . . I've always thought I've seen the worst of her , and I could accept all that . And it was so i thought she was perfect for me . But it was then at my point of delight , God reminded me of this weakness . It stunned me , gave me a hard smack on my cheeks . and made me think again . Is she the one , are you sure ?

Second thoughts are always great , as it equates balance and self acknowledgement .

On second thought , why am I even thinking about any of these .

What's mine will be mine eventually ; what's not , will never be .

Besides , so what if God tells me its her , am I ready to marry ?

However the human nature is Idiotic when it comes down to love .

I hate it when it comes to that .

Ah . . . so many challenges I've learnt . . . and all the credit belings to Ms.J . She's such an interesting . . uhm . . . . . Friend .

Thinking back the days , where I would joke about her large exposed forehead , her unique laughs that I've never heard elsewhere , her inability to pronounce certain English words , her chubby little face . It has been a long memorable 4 years . The happiness , the pain , the excitement , the disappointments . . . its all but a memory now .

I wonder if that friendship still holds its stand ?

valiante vinceo .

PS: If you are reading this , please dun speculate about this blog . I want to keep it as private as possible . However , I'm lazy to make it private and invite all the people . So please coorperate.

Lifeless and Dead

Recently , My eyes have seen .

So much more , the beauty and the broken .

The life and sacrifice ; the death and cruxifiction .

A generation , far profound in sin ,

Far distinguished from holiness .

Where compromise seems essential to survive.

Where should I lay my life ,

If not in the hands of the creator ?

How should I live my life ,

If not for the saviour ?

Answers we lived .

Answers we show .

Answers we give .

To the next generation who will lift our sins to greater Heights .

I see beauty in the broken ,

And I know someone who does too .

But do we acknowledge his glory , his splendour .

Do we still worship ,

Not with fancy words ,

But with our lives ?

Living for his glory ;

Writing with my minor hand .

He never said it would be easy ,

but he said he would see us throught the storm .