Hours away....

In exactly 8 hours...it would be her birthday...

Dear XxxXxxx .

I'm having thought rushing through my brain like a ...a.....

reservoir that broke loose.....

its like argh......

WHY DO YOU HAVE TO EXIST!!!!!!

sometimes i just wonder away in my thoughts...

looking out the window in a car ride...

thinking ... ... ... ... ...

wondering ... ... ...

was I ever the same as you did?

did I do wad you did to me ?

did I make a circle of my friends to hate you too...

I did , i explained my problems to joanne .

In another way , i bad mouthed.

I'm an idiot alright .

a big one ...

Could i ever say sorry enough

okay done with mister good guy

seriously i can still find 101 problems you have..

1. you're never serious , you can't be angry at anyone

for a long time,you can't sustain a relationship with anyone ,

expecially people who are serious, real serious about

this game of

L.O.V.E

You have a bunch of friends who seem to be like you...blabbering like a bunch spoilt kids ( brats , snobs )

money doesn't seem to be something you can be serious with

all you are is a small little girl in this big bad world ,

feeling all pampered out...

thinking you can work you're way though like a lil kid .

seriously i thought you were matured....but no....hell NOO..

idiotic lil kid i see.

grow up put some sense into yourself...

happy birthday in forward.