What do I really want ?
Would I be able to say ,
"I want to live for God"
Without being influenced by the religious demands ?
I don't know .
Do I want to love , knowing I will still be disappointed?
Should I be the one to blame for my own mistakes ?
Am I talking gibberish , and being used by the devil in my weaknesses ?
When do all these emotions start to cloud my decisions ?
What should I be hoping for ?
I don't know.
I feel vexed , at the corner of my stability ,
between the world and righteousness .
Where am I?
What am I ?
Who am I ?
Why am I ?
How am I ?
I don't know .
Maybe , I don't want to know.
Vincent.
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